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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Mid of May (already?)

Maab kawan2 akhir2 ini hasrat ngeblog semakin menipish! Saya akan berusaha lebih baik lagi. Uda bulan May niy, cepet sekaly, it's almost mid of the year. It also means bulan kelahiran gw bbrp taon yg lalu (tidak diberi tahu krn merasa tua niy), yg artinya bulan2 ini nambah lagi umurkuh. Kalo inget2 duluw pas kecil paling seneng yg namanya ngerayain bday, sampe diitung2 terus 30 hari, 29 hari.. niat bgt de. Palagi kl uda bayang2in hadiah2 yg buanyak sekaliy. Hihihihi. Dasar anak kecil. Sekarang pas gw uda gede gini (ciyeee yg uda gede?), uda males bgt yg namanya ngerayain bday.. apalagi hadiahnya juga udah ngga sebanyak dulu lagiiiy.. Image hosted by Photobucket.com *hihihi, ngarep*.

Mmm.. minggu lalu pas bokap masi di siniy he asked me what present do I want for my bday. Kalo seturut ke-egoisan seorang Melissa kecil inside me siy, gw pengen mobil baruImage hosted by Photobucket.com. Hahaha. Tapi ga enak lah, uda gede masi kaya anak kecil minta ini itu. Ada yg berasa? Hehehe. Tapi benernya gw rada bingung juga siy gw pengennya apa, jadi gw cuman senyum2 aja pas ditanya. Trus bokap gw tu ngomong gini.. "Ya, kamu apa yg kamu pingin, orang semuanya juga kamu punya."...... n bener gw mikir2 apa yg bokap gw bilang, wow, bener2 ternyata idup gw ini bener2 more than blessed bangeth loh. Makan aja sampe berlebih2an, makanya gw gendud gitu (ngga bole ada yg protesh!) Ya gw ga gendud bgt tapi yg pasti gw ngga langsing kaya model2 gitu... huuu. Hahaha. Kaya mobil gw pengen yg baru, tapi yah gw ga pengen2 banget juga, cuman karna gada hal laen yg gw bener2 pengen, n lagian kalo ga dapet mobil baru ya gpp juga soalnya uda ada 1. The feeling is not being proud of what I hef, but being proud of having my God who has fulfilled EVERY of my needs. Sometime kita ngga take time to think about how blessed we're, dats why we sumtimes never satisfy with what we have, ask for more.. and more. Sometime we need to look downwards, not upwards. There, u'll see how terribly good your life is compared with so many terribly bad ones. Ah, bersyukurlah, Melissa!

Bulan ini especially I want to thank my God soalnyah Dia the first yg uda surprised me with an unexpected presentImage hosted by Photobucket.com. Kalo mau tau apa datanglah to KTR Bethesda hari Kamish 8pm, coz I'll share it, uda ngga sabar niy. KTR Bethesda uda skip seminggu, and within 2 weeks there must be lots of things happening. I know the feeling of the girls who has lots to share about God's goodness, tapi nunggu2 KTR. Ya ngga? N I'm sure this week KTR pasti testimonialsnya bakal banyak sekale. As I am.. I have two waiting already!!!

PS. Gw kowq merasa agak dag dig dug ya dat my bday ish coming.. ? Ih norak bgt dey gw!!!!! Image hosted by Photobucket.com

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