As for me, sure I have been in those most violent times, life takes me. Again, if it's not because of Him, I don't know where I am right now. But I'm here, still smiling, standing still. Not pretending to be happy, but it's all the strength and hope from Him. When you have Jesus, it's not a problem-free philosophy way of life. But you will know that whatever comes in your life, there's someone up there, greater than anything, I mean ANYTHING in life, the rule of life, the creator of Heaven and Earth, the creator of every breath you take everyday. Somehow, human must have been realized at some points that there's something greater than life. But maybe they just don't know what is it, or for some, people just too haughty to admit it. Having Jesus in my life is just so good, sometime I don't really know how to explain it clearly the feeling of it. But to sum up what is it like for me, I will say that when you have Jesus, it's like having a strong watch tower in your life sailing. You won't loose your direction, even in the darkest nites. You won't loose your life in the wildest storms, as there's a never changing, ever strong standing, tower to be hold on. His promises are so hard to believe but they are true. How can I tell if they are true? That's becoz that God is righteousness, trueness is His character, His personality.
When you have Jesus it's like when you have PERFECT parents in your life. You will be at rest at all times, because you're aware that your parents provide anything that you need in your life; love, care, money, clothes, food… mention them all. But bear in mind that still this does not mean living in Disneyland, where nothing else but good. When you are all grown ups, you know that all the cries and hatred we went through with our parents are all meant to be for our best. And bear in mind, I am not talking about ordinary parents here, I am talking about perfect parents. Even you have perfect parents, does this mean you the world will be a little nicer to you? No! But still, they're there for you and there you know that everything's just gonna be alright.
Having Jesus is also like lovers... yep. It really no matter at all how life's gonna turn you up side down as long as you have each other, as long as you loved ones doesn't leave you, loving you unconditionally. Up until this time, even though I do have parents who love me since I was still in my mom's tummy, best-est friends I could ever have, still there's no human in life that could love me the way He does. Why? Love is unexplainable; you just have to experience it. Hahaha.. so classic.
This still doesn't picture the whole feeling of having Him in my life. It's way more than words and feelings can say. But I really2 glad that I am one of the luckiest person in life to have Him. Don't say to me that I can share these things coz my life is nothing but good. It's not. It's because I have experience it, and I am now experiencing one of my hardest way of life right now, right this time. But the word of God and His promises has been 100% being my strength. My hope and faith in Him, that's all I have left, as there's nothing else I could do in my power. And I know when he died in that cross; He substitutes me when I am the one who should be died like that to pay my sins. If He did it that much (what can be worse than die?), so I have no doubt that in so many things in life when I can't do it, He will interchange and take my hardest part as well.
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