Thursday, November 10, 2005

Arghhhhhhhhhhh!! Hahahaha. I'm depressed about myself. Lolz. I was just in an hour meeting, and someone called, with an unbeatable offer.. lunch @ Fuji!! And while I knew straight away that my heart was jumping and hapilly nodding.. YES YES YES!!! Feeling guilty to accept the offer, I decided telling her "I'm gonna think about it". While my head was away from the meeting I attended, I was thinking HARD about it. Whether I should go. And I suddenly realize (again), when at the same time I remember the word 'dilemma' I've been mentioning couple times lately in the blog (while at the same time I'm really having real dilemmas of life.. you know.. lots of big decisions to think about). Wow, life does full of dilemmas, huh? I mean, life's all about choices. From the smallest choices that we are unaware that we are in the middle of taking decisions (like getting up in the morning), until the biggest choices that'll blow your mind up the more you think about it.

And yes, you're faced with choices in almost every minutes of your life. What time you gonna wake up, wether you're gonna wake up, what clothes are you gonna put on, what time are you leaving, what breakfast are you gonna have, wether you're gonna have breakfast.. and so on and so on. For little, smallest things, it's so easy that sometimes you just don't think about it. But what about bigger choices? Such as eating @ Fuji? Hahahaha.

I woke up this morning, and thinking, okay, today I decided to bring my lunch from home, BAKMI AYAM that my sis bought for me. There's no way I'm gonna miss one of my favourite meal for lunch. And because I wouldn't go out for lunch, I could leave office earlier. I had the whole planning that I decided I wouldn't go anywhere, despite of the late nite shopping Thrusday, and going to cook 2 kinds of food today.

N nowwwwww.. haiyaaaaa. If I'm going to Fuji (which I desire so badly), I don't know what I'm gonna do with my lunch, and I won't be able to leave earlier.. and I don't know anymore whether I'll still have my cooking mood when I get home later. This Fuji plan distorted my plan around. But I can't help it, and I'm in such of a dilemma!!!

Guess what I have decided? I'M DEFINITELY GOING!!!

Hahahahahaha.. silly mee laaa, crazy me.. haiiizzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!

02:20pm
Back from Fuji.. Lolz. All full and satisfied. Now they're asking me to go for a late nite. Oh noiii, is this a temptaion island or whut? Hahaha... bertahanlah !!!!

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