I'm supposed to leave the lab a while ago before I decided to pop into a friend's blog... and there was this story about his own experience meeting a miserable old man who were in tears telling him ..
"60 years ago I was in Nazi army and I killed many people......"
"I can't sleep at nights, when I think of people being killed I cant sleep..."
then
He said a couple of times "i dun wanna live.." during their conversation...
Just when we're young, we got bunches of things the world offers .. whatever we decide. It hasn't always been easy to keep it this way. But I know every actions comes with consequences.. and so I hope whatever I do today will make me smile when I am 60 and look back through my life, instead of regret and guilt. I wanna do it right.. whatever it takes.
Now I really have to go and think about now.