I wonder why did God give us a mind and a heart in one body yet they often don't move along together. There are times when your heart understands but your mind don't. Vice versa - your mind does understand but your heart just beat the way it wants to.
Like a programming code, brain works in sense.
1+1 = 2
If (this condition) then (think this way) or else (take this action)
Unlike brain.. sometimes heart just doesn't make any sense at all. Worse is, the stronger it feels, the more your brain can't compromise. Well, you don't really think about it when the feeling 'is just right'. Gosh but it's such a torture when it's not the feeling you want to feel.
You can tell your brain that with explainable sense that things are okay but your heart just won't take it at all. Why does my heart so selfish and why do I feel this way? Why did I started to feel at all at the first place anyway?
Then you have to switch your heart for a bit.. and let your brain decides so you won't be silly and unreasonable.
I can do that - as always.
I'm sorry God I can't use my heart as wise - it's too hard.