I was sitting in that building
Dim memory of beautiful affairs
This was the place
Where...
I am back here where I see merely familiar faces
They are still them, are they?
I am still me, am I?
Driving my red rather chubby car
Familiar yet I was kinda nervous whether I still can handle her well
Used to be my best friend - did she still recognise me?
I was grasping to clear my blurry maps in my head
She probably thought - don't you remember?
I did
I haven't forgotten a thing
It took years to forget
Yet it took minutes recalling
I realized it's still there no matter how deep I tried to burry
All the kind of memories that will always be part of your life
Will always stay
I fear recalling them
I was lost in this past
Are my nonces real?
Or was I dreaming
And the next day when I wake up here I am again
I am still here after all?
Until I heard your voice
I found my ground again
Admittedly I miss this place. Tonight I realized that I am over and done with the crossroads that I've chosen a path and it was ultimately the one I really wanted, and no, it wasn't the easiest, but for once, I did what I wanted to do.
I'm breathing out now. And I'm doing just fine.
So, breathe easy. Remember and move on.
It's okay.