I'm crazy for feeling so lonely
I'm crazy...
Crazy for feeling so blue
Worry...
Why do I let myself worry
Wondering...
What in the world did I do?
I'm crazy for trying,
I'm crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving you
That was what once Julio Iglesias used to sing. And the song is repeating on my mind right now. U know God gives you mind and heart. Mind is to think wisely, and heart is to feel naturally. You can't think with your heart and vice versa, feel with your mind. But sometimes out of control we just get it so mix up. At least that's what woman do, huh? They can't put an exact border between their mind and their feeling, they just use up their heart to do both tasks; thinking and feeling. And though their mind works totally fine by differentiating wats right and wats wrong, still, women's mind tends to be so powerless to tell the heart what is right and wrong to feel. Lol. Silly woman, silly me.
I was thinking about being tough. You know I figured out it's really very easy to be so called being tough, if your feeling is not as strong, or stonger than your mind. You're a tough person, if, it is your mind who's in charge, or you still have the power to control your emotions. But when the heart speaks louder than your mind, mostly involving deep feelings, then it comes to a point where you cannot be as tough.. then u'll be easier to be broken, you're weak. I guess this is what makes guys looks 'stronger' than women, while actually they're not. They're just luckily born with stronger minds.
It would be easier to shot death people that we do not know. Imagine if you have to shot death a friend, or just someone you know down the street, that'll make it a lot harder. It would be easy to ignore a starving dog if you hate dogs, but if you're dogs lover, you just wouldn't have the heart. You'll be up and ready and strong for anyone in the world who lies to you, cheats on you, hurts you, betrays you, as long as they're not your trusted friends, your loved ones. These are all just some of examples on what I'm trying to say.
Jadi inget, in the movie First Knight, when Lancelot, the knight said that he has no fear at all, the king replied... "Lancelot, just a thought. A man who fears nothing is a man who loves nothing; and if you love nothing, what joy is there in your life? I may be wrong." And I think this is so true. Do you know why Lancelot did not fear anyhting, even if he has to die.. ? Because he's a single fighter. Not becoz he's single and still available
, but becoz in the movie he did not have any family, people who love him, and people to be loved. He just doesn't have anything in his heart. EMPTY. Padahal when the king told him so, he never knew Lancelot before. Hmmm, such a wise king. Anyway, out of the topic, it was a great movie. *Recommended*Crazy, I'm crazy for feeling so blue.. Worry, why do I let myself worry? Wondering...
what am I doing? I'm just crazy for feeling this way... I'm just crazy for just having feelings.
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