My mom as other moms, takes care of me, but may not like others mom, takes care of me like a priceless jewel like no one in this world. Worries about the smallest things in my life, sometimes annoy me, but I know that the love she she has for me just takes every little part of what she has and what she is. She'd put up any fight to protect me from the world. Jadi inget when I was in kindergaten, no guys was brave enough to bully me coz they know if they do something bad to me.. my mom will not hesitate to kick their ass! Hahaha. So I always feel secure coz I have my mom.
My mom is a real survivor. She always "check-out" the ways before I go - whether it's safe. She'd prepare the way and make the way so much easier for me. Just recently before I went to Sydney, she has conquered Sydney by herself - for me. She knows UNSW area really well; what bus to catch, where things are, which bustop is darker at nights, bought bus tickets for me.. all sort of things! Hix..
She duzn't reward herself with latest fashions, expensive jewelries, vogue hair do, or even great make-ups, coz she rather spends her wealth, her time and her pleassures for the family, for me. Never stops praying for my brightest future and wishing for my endless happiness. Sometimes when I sleep I accidentally can hear she prays for me - for lots of things.. hehe. When I'm in my exam times, she'd do everything for me - not allowing me to do anything. She'd go praying for me loudly - with her two hands on top of my head quickly just before I leave home. Trus semangat2in .. "Ci, sukses ya.. 10 yaa.. God bless you"... trus yah pasti ada embel2.. "ati2 nyebrang, awas dompet ilang, jng pulang malem2.." hehehe..
She may be limited in many ways, yet her love for me has no limit. No matter how people think and see her, she's always the biggest part of my life - who makes me as what I am today. She might not be perfect as a mom, but I believe God doesn't make mistakes and He plans perfectly - and so how she is to me, just perfect.
My only one best-est mom in the world.. sorry for many things and I love you always. Miss you here - far apart from Sydney. Thank you God.
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