The last few days have been really chaos. Those sleepless nite and restless days. It's about pushing ur body, mind, soul n persistancy to the limit. I feel like one of those people in the Biggest Loser now=p
Thru those 'battle', I was again reminded. In a human life, you have 2 kind strengths. One is your body stamina, and the other one, mostly important is you inner strength.. hmm, mentally maybe you call it? Fortunatelly, our inner strength can overcome our body weakness, and unfortunatelly though, our body strength can't overcome our mental weakness.
That's why I said our mental n inner strength is "more important". I mean it's true that healthy body is essential and is needed, but there is nothing magical in achiving good healthy body. u hungry then u eat, u sick u take medicine, u tired.. u take a nap, u need more power u drink redbull.. and so on. Haha. But, when it comes to lazyness, not in the mood, giving up.. n all of its families........................................... it's like you have no strength left at all, even your physique is as fresh as from the oven. For myself, even though it's exhausting and tireing, as long as there is spirit from inside.. nothing can stop me. N of course vice versa, when i don't feel like doing it, sad, bad mood... etc etc hiiihhh, dont even try to bribe me with 5L bubble tea.. hehehe^_^
I'm glad tat Jos also has lots of things to do like me... haha, sorry jos. This way we can give each other "caiyoo.. we can do it!". I remember one I hear a preacher said, people pay good money for personal trainer in gym which is at the end only to cheer them and push them. U do know that a personal trainer costs alot huh? "two more to go", "come one", "almost there".. and so on.* Anyone wanna pay me to do tat?? I'll charge 'friend cost'.. hehehe.
Then I also remember my granma. Oma gw itu punya kebiasaan unik yg baru gw sadarin akhir2 ini. Whenever she does something "hard", she'd cheer herself up by saying positive things.. like when she needed to get on the car (which is hard for ppl at her age), she'd say "on, on, on"... Or when she is finding lost things.. she'd say..,"found, found, found". And most of the time, whatever she 'believed' does happen.
It inspires me so much. I can see that being positive in everything is soo soo extremly important. To say positif words. If you read the Psalm of David, many times he spoke to himself, "Why are you cast down, O my soul? And [why] are you disquieted within me? Hope in God, for I shall yet praise Him for the help of His countenance!" (Psalm 42:5)
It would be so nice if there are ppl around us to cheer us up and dun give up on us. But if there are no ppl.. akankah kita terpuruk dalam penderitaan? Cwaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!! Bahasanya.. dienk.. dienk! Yah ngerti kan maksudnyaa.. huhu. Then cheer your soul up yourself!!! It's exciting, fun .. n most of all.. it works too. In whatever you do, think positive, that is to believe and have faith in the good things, and if you feel weary (it's when u start to think negative), wake yourself up by shouting to yourself! Slap yourself if you really need to do it.. hehe. A friend said to me, in practical, it's good if you pray using the promises of the Lord.. "God, u promised.." It's not to remind God of His promises, but to remind ourselves of all God's good promises. Give it a try, say the word of God to yourself, to your soul.. you'll be strengthen in an un-explain-able way. Kalo udah gitu.. you'll feel joy, peace and smangat lagi.. n u just can't stop to thank God loudly too.
Just don't give any chance, even a little for your mind n setan wewe gombel to intimidate you!!
Do u feel weary? Upset? Don't feel like living anymore? I won't cheer u up this tie but I'll cheer u up to cheer urself up *erhh.. u get wat I meean rite?* Smangatin ajaa diri sendiriii.. hayooo, kamu pasti bisa menyemangati diri sendiri!
James 3:5 A word out of your mouth may seem of no account, but it can accomplish nearly anything--or destroy it! It only takes a spark, remember, to set off a forest fire
I wanna be a positive girl *telling myself*, do you?? *asking you* answer it to yourself ^_^
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