Saturday, May 06, 2006

Yes, it's true that to learn anything we must experience and put them into practise. It's true that God wants us soar like an eagle in the stormiest weather, to have faith that moves mountain, and so on - all the "big things". It's good if we can realize it in every thing that we go through that nothing is accidentally. But sometimes we forget that God not only wants us to learn the big stuffs, but He indeed wants to make us perfect even in the smallest thing - such as instant patience. Why do I call it as instant? Becoz we may realize about the long-waiting patience that sometimes God has put us to, but these instant patients are the little things that happen througout ur dailies .. so little that we slip to remember that they do too still happens for reasons.

Kesabaran. I know I must be a little more patience. Haha, and in order to be one, I need to exercise on it. Duh, ngomong Indo aja.. for safety, coz my experience is olwes based on true story! Lol. This semester I am having 4 projects in each unit, and one of my project team semuanya cewe, n 1 doank cowonya. Ni cowo.. duh, sorry to say tapi luemooottttttttttttt Arghhhh! Mungkin krn bahasa juga, soalnya dia brand new imported to Australia. Huhuhu. Jadi, kita yang cewe2 kalo group meeting kadang jadi ngacangin dia.. apalagi if the topic gets hot and u need to argue about things, u dunt have time to be a friendly "host". Tapi krn feel guilty, olwes try buat include dia by asking, wat do u think n so on. Tapi.. misalnya kita ngebahas... a sampe h, trus dia tuh bisa no where between a-h, tapi malah ngomongin angka 5 . Let's say that. Jadi yo ga nyambung blassssss.. wes muales yoo kalo mesti explain2 lagi pelan2. Jadi kalo dia uda kaga nyambung.. kita cewe2nya yg cuman "errhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..." (if a girl cuman bisa diem it can mean anything!) *n dun bother about him n continue chatting.. hahaha. Trus, benernya ini lucu juga kl dipikir2. Kalo pun dia punya ide ngomong sesuatu.. gantian kita cewe2nya yg lemot (merendahkan diri nih).. kaga ngatriiiiiiiii dia ngomong paaann??? Hiyaa, ini nih communication breakdown! Trus kadang suka ngeyeell pula coba *bagian ini paling ngetes kesabaran sampe titik terkahir* Aduh, mas eeeee

Jadi team gw tuh udah bnr2 kaya girl power deh. Gw jadi latihan extra sabar. Tiap kali udah pengen "sebodo-amat-in" die, I must remember that it's not only myself that I "bring" in me, but Him. I must think in everything and every situation, I have His name in my life and one of the best way to show Him and make Him known from your life is from my words, my attitudes and my character. God's good that He puts me into the exercise field. Jadi gw ngga bisa se-enaknya ikutan kesel sama dia. I need to show him love kan.. heiz, jgn mikir2 uaneh2! I'm glad sih so far belom ada perang di team gw. I always try to be the "bridge" between ni cowo sama kita yg cewe2. Jadi kalo dia ngomong gw berusaha ngertiin n tell the girls apa maksud dia.. n vice versa, apa yg the girls mean I try to explain to him. My greatest achievement so far is, gw yg ga sabaran gini is the fact cewe tersabar di group project gw! caelaaaahh Hahaha. It ain't no easy work, though. What happen kalo teteb kaga nyambung? Wes, buyar buyarr!!

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